It’s almost Christmas Time, I am home, back in Germany, and the last week has been filled with meeting with friends and family, enjoying the time together and getting into a festive mood. This beautiful dress that I was asked to choose from Lovedrobe, is the perfect piece to put together a very seasonal outfit.
At home we usually aren’t dressing up super festive for the Holy Evening, it’s more about being casual and comfy, so you can eat all the delicious food and enjoy a glass of mulled wine or two, while lounging on the couch. Still there are lots of others festive occasions, like Christmas parties or New Years coming up and so I am super excited about this wonderful retro inspired lace panel dress in a deep red.
I didn’t want to hide the gorgeous neckline under a cardigan, but wanted to make the outfit appropriate for the cold German weather, so I paired it with a simple black top, black tights and shiny ankle boots. The gold jewelry and a contrasting black belt pull the look together. If I had a pettiecoat that would totally work with this flowy skirt as well.
I sized up to a 26UK, though I mostly wear a 24UK, but the dress isn’t elastic and I already knew that Lovedrobe sometimes runs a little small. The 26 fits really nice, it’s fitted around the bust and waist, but not too tight, I love the knee-length and the thick fabric that makes the dress very winter appropriate. I wanted to try out a slightly different look, and so I paired it with a thick, diamond knit black jumper, which is gifted to me from Lovedrobe aswell.
I think it gives the chic outfit a more cozy touch and keeps you warm during a trip to the Christmas Market or a long winter walk. Both pieces, the dress and the jumper, are reduced at the moment, but you can also find lovely other dresses and tops at Lovedrobe.
Have you already wrapped all your gifts? We are about to set up the Christmas tree now, followed by a trip to the Christmas market. By the way, if you want to read a little more about how some other plus size bloggers and me celebrate Christmas, have a look at this navabi blogpost. I am wishing you all a very festive holiday time, filled with joy and being around your loved ones.
All pictures are taking by my lovely friend Anna.
This post contains sponsored products in collaboration with Lovedrobe, all opinions expressed are my own.
Sorry guys, today it’s going to be online in German, because it’s my entry for the German based Plus Size Advent Calendar “Curvy Christmas“.
Seid ihr auch schon in so weihnachtlichet Stimmung wie ich? Ich persönlich mag Weihnachten ja unglaublich gerne und werde so ganz langsam auch ein bisschen hibbelig, weil es nächste Woche Dienstag Richtung Heimat geht, damit ich Weihnachten zu Hause bei der Familie verbringen kann. Dass ich dieses Jahr wieder bei Curvy Christmas dabei bin, freut mich sehr und hat mich schon im späten Oktober etwas weihnachtlich gestimmt, als ich für Katha und Ela das Design des diesjährigen Kalenders überarbeitet habe.
Und natürlich gibt es heute auch was zu Gewinnen! Und zwar ein kleines Paket, bestehend aus der wundervollen, knallig pinken “No”-Kette. Zwei Riegeln schottischem Fudge, um euch ein bisschen etwas aus meiner Wahlheimat mitzubringen. Und zwei meiner absoluten Lieblings Beautyprodukte aus diesem Jahr. Ein liquid lipstick von Sleek (“Fired Up”), also ein Lippenstift-Lipgloss-Hybrid, der sich super einfach auftragen lässt und super farbintensiv und matt trocknet und so wirklich lange hält und euch den ganzen Tag begleiten kann. Der einzige Nachteil? Meine Lippen trocknen dadurch schneller aus, aber dann hilft ein Lip Scrub – mein Favourite ist von Lush, den kann man sich hinterher genüßlich von den Lippen schlecken. Und dann einfach dein Lieblingspflegeprdoukt auftragen und schon sind deine Lippen wieder bereit für die nächste Runde.
- Beantworte in einem Kommentar zu diesem Beitrag folgende Frage: Warum willst du nächstes Jahr lernen besser “Nein” zu sagen? Trage dich anschließend in das Gewinnspiel-Widget (unterhalb dieser Punkte) ein und erhalte so ein Los für den Lostopf.
- Du kannst auch zusätzliche Lose sammeln indem du im Gewinnspiel-Widget meiner Facebook Page, meinem Instagram-Account und dem Instagram-Account von Elsa P. Underwood folgst.
- Noch ein paar Regeln zum Gewinnspiel: Um teilzunehmen, musst du volljährig sein oder mir im Gewinnfall eine Einverständniserklärung deiner Eltern für die Zusendung des Gewinnes vorlegen. Ein Gewinner_in wird zufällig aus allen gültigen Einträgen bestimmt. Der Gewinn wird von mit aus Deutschland verschickt, daher solltet ihr einen deutsche Versandadresse haben, um mitzumachen. Der Rechtsweg ausgeschlossen. Die Preise wurden unentgeltlich zur Verfügung gestellt und können nicht bar ausgezahlt werden.
- Das Gewinnspiel läuft bis zum 17.12.2015, 23:59 Uhr. Am Tag darauf wird der Gewinner_in von mir am 18.12 ausgelost und per Mail benachrichtigt und der Gewinn so schnell wir möglich verschickt. Sollte der_die Gewinner_in sichnicht innerhalb einer Woche bei mir melden, behalte ich es mir vor erneut auszulosen.
Ich wünsche euch allen ganze viel Glück und bin auf eure Antworten gespannt. Gestern gabs übrigens etwas bei Sarah Grossartig zu gewinnen und morgen öffnet sich das Türchen von Inbetweenie Must Haves.
Baby, it’s getting colder outside. Well to be honest, I always expected a Scottish winter to be a lot colder, but thanks to living so close to the seaside, we actually still have pretty mild temperatures. Just like yesterday, when the afternoon sun gives Edinburgh a golden shimmer and it was mild enough to immediately wear out this pretty baby blue coat I bought from Amanda’s Depop.
I still love all black outfits, but since I stopped colouring my hair incorporating a lot more colour into my daily wardrobe is a lot easier. Now I own a blush pink, a floral green and this baby blue coat. Non of them are suitable for really cold weather, but they work so well with the windy spring and fall season here.
If you know me from my old blog, you probably remember I’ve never really been a jeans girl. Occasionally yes, but I would always rather wear a well fitted pair of tights than jeans. I still agree with this statement, but since I discovered the Lucy high-waisted skinny jeans from SimplyBe I find myself wearing jeans a lot more often. They actually are really tight around the ankle, which somehow isn’t always the case with plus size skinny jeans. I love the high-waist cut, and though they are very tight they are super stretchy and really comfy. The only thing you need to consider is, that you drastically have to size down. I am wearing a 20UK though I usually buy a 24UK in skirts or other jeans.
The shoes I am wearing are also from SimplyBe, not something that I can rock everyday due to their heel, but still pretty comfortable. My shirt is a simple long sleeve from Primark and the belt is from ASOS Curve.
For a long time I thought a long coat like this wouldn’t work on me because I am quiet short, but now I actually really like the laid back vibe it gives me. I am also really obsessed with this Sleek liquid lipstick, the muted red colour compliments my hair and eyes but isn’t too bright to go with all kind of different outfits.
When I first met my boyfriend, let’s call him the old man, I had heard of poly relationships but never really considered it. I wasn’t really sure what it meant to be poly and pretty much assumed that it was mostly about having sex with lots of people and not really having any responsibility. I’ve also never really been in a long-term relationship till this year and my perfect dream world love life was deeply effected by the almost uncountable number of romantic novelettes, I call them neck-kissing novels, I read in my teens. So, for a very long time I was waiting for this one perfect person to come and scoop me up, my one true love, monogamously together for the rest of our lives… Well here we are, in the middle of my polyamorous relationship, not really what I expected, but definitely something worth talking about.
Poly? But what actually does that mean?
I guess every person who lives poly probably has their very own and individual definition for it, but Wikipedia does sum the idea up pretty nicely.
“Polyamory (from Greekπολύpoly, “many, several”, and Latinamor, “love”) is the practice of, or desire for, intimate relationships where individuals may have more than one partner, with the knowledge and consent of all partners. It has been described as “consensual, ethical, and responsible non-monogamy”.” Wikipedia
So what it means is, that yes I am in relationship but yes I am also open to date, see, love, fuck or connect with other people and so is my boyfriend. Obviously the arrangements are different for every connection you have or make. Some couples may open up their existing relationship or marriage and just see other people as a couple, others date or have sex but still have a primary partner. There isn’t one way of doing it right, except that consent and communication between all parts involved is the key.
Letting myself fall into it
To be honst it wasn’t just the old man who made me aware of the fact that maybe there is more than one true love or only loving one person at the same time. Back in 2009, when I was studying, I fell in love. It wasn’t this butterflies everywhere, a big explosion of passion kind of love, it was slow, it was talking for hours, it was spending every awake minute with him. It was a connection so close that my best girl pals were afraid I would fall in love with my best gay friend Björn and break my own heart. Spoiler alert, I didn’t break my heart, but I realised that maybe there are quiet a lot of more nuances to relationships, love and friendship than books and Hollywood tried to sell me. I realised love doesn’t always involve romance or sex but it can still be love.
So when I was chatting to this guy and he told me, that he wasn’t living monogamous, I internally shrugged and said “Well, it’s good that you are so honest and upfront about it, and though I don’t really have any experience with that, I am willing to give it a try.” And I really was willing, because I liked him, and because actually I was only looking for sex, but well…things sometimes turn out very differently. We dated, I knew he was dating others as well. We broke up. It hurt, it was confusing and bit messy for me because I wasn’t expecting it and I didn’t understand it at first. A few month later I clumsily and by accident clicked on his OkCupid profile (sorry old man, I don’t think you knew that it was an accident but I am still very happy about my clumsiness), and somehow we made up and started dating again. He was also seeing someone else at that time and when she wanted to get to know me, for the first time the whole concept of what it meant to be poly became real for me. I was a little scared and tried to postpone it, but when my Mum, who is an overall amazing person, was in town, the boyfriend suggested to meet up all together for dinner.
Meeting the other woman
How weird do you expect it to be to wait for your date and his girlfriend in a pub with your Mum and your best friend? To be honest I was a nervous wrack, but as soon as we all sat down and ordered something to drink it was just very easy. We chatted and laughed a lot, had a few drinks, great food and a nice evening. Meeting the other woman was great and helped me a lot. We chatted a bit on facebook a day later and she said she thinks it’s really important for her to meet other persons in a poly setting because it just makes them into the lovely real people that they are, and that really sticked with me. And it’s so true, I instantly liked her and could easily understand why the old man liked her aswell.
And what about jealousy?
Obviously jealousy can be a big problem, and there are various ways to navigate through this or deal with it, I can only speak from my very limited and personal experience and so far I’ve not really had any issues with it. Of course sometimes you think it would be nice to see your partner or date but maybe they are occupied otherwise or not really available for texting or calling right in that moment because they are just spending time with another person. But just like in any other relationship communication, time management and finding a way to make things work, are the key factors to being happy in a relationship.
I know that to some it must feel absolutely unthinkable to see your boyfriend kissing someone else or to wish them luck for their first date with a new person, I never expected myself to be so at ease with it to be honest, but all I can say is, that I actually really am. I am not saying everything is good all the time. But all challenges that arise could arise in any monogamous relationship aswell and aren’t based on the fact that I am involved in a poly setting.
Diversity of connection
In the last months I learned a lot about being poly but also about myself. I happily stepped away from the wish of finding my one true love and finally understood that for some people there isn’t a one true love, but different kind of loves. And connections. And friends. And relationships, play partners, cuddle buddies, primary partners, unicorns, friends with benefits, asexual romances, platonic sex partners, husbands and wifes or people you choose as your family, your spouse, the ones you want to raise children with or someone who just gives you a really good spanking session.
What I am trying to say is, the more I learned the more my eyes were opened to the diversity that love and dating can be. It’s lazy to just assume that being poly only is another term for cheating on your partner or just being a really greedy human, and I am happy I let go of that kind of laziness.
For me personally it is about the freedom and openness to connect to all the awesome humans I meet on whatever levels feels right for us. It also taught me a lot about how far away from real relationships my media taught perception (remember the neck-kissing-novels?) of what a relationship should be like actually is. It really shouldn’t matter what others think of my relationship or love life, the only thing that matters is it makes me happy.
I am happy to answer question and further write or talk about this topic. I also want to recommend “The Ethical Slut” , if you want to read in-depth and link you to “6 Things You Didn’t Know About Poly Couples”, as it’s a fun and quick to read article.
I am Katrin and I am the Killerqueen. This blog may contain a lot of personal content about plus size fashion, feminism, sex or food. If you want to know more about me, head over to my about me.